Sunday, May 24, 2009

cinta pada 23 mei...

Cinta...
Jgn pergi jgn lepaskan...
jgn diundang segala kekalutan...
Letakkan jujur dalam pautan...
Serikan bahagia dalam ikatan...
Leraikan nafsu dari simpulan...
Biarkan cinta jadi bualan...
Buangkan bersalah dalam hubungan...
Cinta dan sayang bukan mainan....
Rapatkan hati janji berkekalan...
^_^

Thursday, May 21, 2009

knapa saya nak jd Interior Designer?

it was a dream to become reality...as I can remember...ms nak msuk f4...lpas result pmr aku yg tak seberapa...6a 2b...klu kat skolah biasa kira ok kot..kat skolah sbp mcm aku tu kira kantoila...so,ms tu aku pk...aku nak amik Id coz aku suka benda berkaitan seni ni...I've set my aim since then...aku amik Lukisan kejuruteraan..aku dpt d7..haha...tp bila aku masuk u bru aku realize..lk sng jer kot...haha...

so,alhamdulillah....result spm aku yg tak seberapa ni melayakkan aku msuk u...first choice aku ms tu...architecture kat uitm...ms nak g interview,aku tgk slip...mcm slh minta jer..knapa aku tak minta Id?so,interview mmg kantoila...coz ada ker interviewer aku tu persoalkan knpa lk aku 7...pdhal bdk laki sblh aku interviewer dia tny,cuti buat apa..goreng telur?whateva...

again..alhamdulillah...aku dpt 3rd choice aku..uia...yg aku minta bila ada architecture kat situ..huhu...tp bkn smua amik architecture pun...pas 2 thn matrik,kat main campus uia gombak bru tau kita amik apa...kebetulan gak...ms tu bru bukak department bru..applied arts n design...yg bwhnya ada INTERIOR DESIGN,INDUSTRIAL DESIGN n CONSERVATION...aku ingt lg time matrik,bro hisham yg jd studio master smentara aku tny,u nak amik apa..bila aku kata Id,dia kata,"u tau kan ID tak professional?"

whateva...sorry to say..aku rs,most architect prejudice to ID...mostlyla...bkn semua....coz dorg tau kerja dorg jer..dorg ingt Id takyah wat detail drawing...sian tul..tp Id selalu tau kerja architect..coz both profession needs each other...i wonder why they act like that...oh,by the way..Id have confirmed professional starting from 2006!!congratulations to MSID and IPDM for their efforts to make this profession to become well known!

so,ms start kat uia gombak,sethn kn jd student applied arts dlu..pastu bru msuk majoring...aku punya design biasa jer..lecturer pun bg takat b jer...mmg design tak dikenali langsung!tp alhamdulillah..aku maintain smua subject...and its a record,plg rendah sbject aku dpt kat uia...b-...kecuali satu subject tak berkredit hour..c..sengal tul..cacat transcript saya!!

aku takkan lupa...bila dpt tau aku dpt amik Id..separuh mnjerit aku...huhu...yerla..sapa tak hepi,aim kita jd reality....so,aku berusaha...buat drawing...1st semester amik Id,aku score b+...naik skit...coz aku punya design manual dah improve skit...(sblm tu,sgt cincai yer kawan2)...

unfortunately,ms 2nd sem tu...sgtla sadis...1st time pkai computer...drawing,3d...ms tu aku sorg jer kot bdk ppuan pkai 3d...aku punya design agak hancus...plg sakit ms crit..lecturer sorg *yg plg disayangi ramai* ni kata..aku patutnya amik conservation..nangis tersedu2 aku..mmg tula sedu aku plg teruk pnah aku hamburkan..huhu...aku sgt2 tak puas hati ngan statement dia...coz aku dahla mmg btul2 nak amik Id...leh dia kata aku tak layak plak...berbanding org lain...yg tak bermatlamat nak amik apa..tibe2 main amik jer course ni...ish...

so,sem tu result aku jatuh,jd b balik...whateva...but then,3rd year,bro fakhul yg jaga kitorg...bkn bro yg sblm tu...both ada good n bad..tp bro fakhul respect skit idea org...so,aku punya design improvela skit...kembali ke b+!!n during that year my computer's skill had improved...aku explore gile2 2 software terpenting in this design field...autocad n 3ds max...alhamdulillah...makin lm aku makin ok...

autocad aku improved gile2 ms practical..bila kak syima ajar short cut...lajula gak aku wat drawing...3ds max..aku byk explore sndri...tp aku plg happy bila dpt explore vray lighting...giler lm aku khatam bnda ni....pastu aku gak rajin men*download* bnda2 ni....i mean,stuff like furniture,dwgs...from internet...(klu nak address website gitau k..or i'll tell u all later..)

hari berganti hari..thn berganti thn...smpai skrg aku tak nyesal amik course ni...n becoz of course yg aku amik ni gak..aku knal n jumpa dgn org yg aku sayang...^_^....sgt best bila org yg bersm ngan kita ialah org yg faham bidang kita,dpt share information..plg best,dpt tlg kerja msg2...^_^...(senyum lagi...huhu)

so,insya-Allah nak grad dah bln 10 ni...doakan aku dpt kerja dlm bidang ni...i really love to gain experience in this field...learn to make mistakes,learn new things...

aku harap korg pun dapat capai aim dlm hidup korg..aku sgt2 beruntung..aim aku ni berada dlm jalan yg lurus....dugaan di tgh2 jalan tu ujian utk jdkan kita kuat...tak rugipun kita face...so,jgn takut gagal..coz gagal sekali,bukan abadi....

"a person with an aim has no last day.."